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one after another...it's back haunting me after a year.
i decided to leave my current college, people ask why..
all i could say is, i just need a change.
the only reason holding me back is the new lakeside campus which looks extremely awesome,
from the web and brochure.
all i could say is, i just need a change.
the only reason holding me back is the new lakeside campus which looks extremely awesome,
from the web and brochure.
I have list the potential colleges that suit what i want but all seem to be quite far from where i stay.
Of course, I also thought about staying in hostel which I'd be more than happy to do so,
but my parents wouldn't trust me staying on my own, it's obvious with my forever-existing curfew, no going out at night, even one outing per week is consider as A LOT for my dad,
particularly after that incident i might need months or years to make them trust me again.
To break a trust is easy but to build is hard.
I think adults are ridiculous sometimes, they can tell you that something is wrong,
but you see them doing it.
in my case, my mum always scolds me for waking up late.
but when i drag myself out of bed, i see her nicely lying on her bed.
And what's wrong with sleeping extra 3 or 4 hours during the holidays?
I watch tv or online when I'm awake, so either way...it's the same.
it costs more for me to use the electrical appliances so sleeping is better isnt it?
well most people might say
whatever they do is for your own good, I absolutely agree with that
But the thing is, what they think is good for us might not be good for us. Get what i mean?
here, another example...
my parents thinks going out with friends is a waste of time + money.
to a certain extend, i do agree
But at the same time, i think socializing is something important for my field of study.
They never seem to understand this.
I think I'm not getting the freedom a 18 years old should have.
Is it so that we must follow everything our parents say when we're living under them?
Even if it does not align with your principles, feelings and everything you ever wanted?
ps: I would convert to Christian if Jesus could help.
Of course, I also thought about staying in hostel which I'd be more than happy to do so,
but my parents wouldn't trust me staying on my own, it's obvious with my forever-existing curfew, no going out at night, even one outing per week is consider as A LOT for my dad,
particularly after that incident i might need months or years to make them trust me again.
To break a trust is easy but to build is hard.
I think adults are ridiculous sometimes, they can tell you that something is wrong,
but you see them doing it.
in my case, my mum always scolds me for waking up late.
but when i drag myself out of bed, i see her nicely lying on her bed.
And what's wrong with sleeping extra 3 or 4 hours during the holidays?
I watch tv or online when I'm awake, so either way...it's the same.
it costs more for me to use the electrical appliances so sleeping is better isnt it?
well most people might say
whatever they do is for your own good, I absolutely agree with that
But the thing is, what they think is good for us might not be good for us. Get what i mean?
here, another example...
my parents thinks going out with friends is a waste of time + money.
to a certain extend, i do agree
But at the same time, i think socializing is something important for my field of study.
They never seem to understand this.
I think I'm not getting the freedom a 18 years old should have.
Is it so that we must follow everything our parents say when we're living under them?
Even if it does not align with your principles, feelings and everything you ever wanted?
ps: I would convert to Christian if Jesus could help.
posted by juann on 10.30PM
